1993...shortly before the houston incident...I think...glue...razors...tape
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to sleep...perchance to...sleep...per chance to...sleep per chance two...sleep per chance
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Dog...Star...Man?
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one cavity...
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no...hay...se...moving slowly
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S is for scared.
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Please don't forget that I love you.
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albert martinez 452-1188
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boredom vs. insanity: Boredom has it's advantages...it regularity...it's predictability...insanity on the other hand...is quite fun...until your friends and family become scared and intolerant of the smell.
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What goes on inside my head?
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Outline
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Norte Americana
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what happens when you don't want to SETTLE DOWN.
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the opposite of innocence is...experience?
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Brooding...
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Steve and I had been contenders for the Olympic Sleeping Gold...There were not many who could match us...live was good.
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Eye was living with Kerry and her cats in a drafty apartment on High St. Avobe A CUT ABOVE.
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Clerk #1: But--But...let me explain...Listen, the emergency meeting ran over and
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Columbus Center for Movement Studies...3347 N. High St. 43202...262-4384
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Swimmingly. Thank you.
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fork and spoon
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sarcasm or hyperbole?
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I am not and never have been suicidal...delusional...maybe, but not suicidal or homicidal...really.
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2005...nyc...looking back...through time...how did i get here...how did I become so pudgy and old?
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1994: waiting, Oaxaca, Ohio, Longs, Jon, slivers

1994 started rather slow. I was working at Owens Family Restaurant, waiting tables and saving money to travel, I was not a good waitress...but since my rent was so low I managed to save a couple of thousand dollars...I took a short trip to Guadalajara and Mexico DF with Kym...stayed with her brother, Kevin and her friends Harley and (Serita?)...then a longer trip with Steve to Oaxaca and Chiapas...looking back those were possibly the happiest days...sleeping and eating and exploring...kittens on vacation...steve and I joined a ceramics class of kids at the community center in Oxacca...It was really beautiful there...El Maestro was wise...he made ceramic penises...we read One Hundred Years of Solitude...took a great ride down to the beach...met up with his mom...took a boat ride through a canyon...saw pyramids...Agua Azul...In June I had a family reunion to go to in Ohio...Steve got off the bus in Austin...I went to the reunion to see cousins play kazoos...I got a job in columbus...at Long's...Long's College Book Store...first a temp job as a rush cashier then Maria helped me get a full time spot downstairs in the art department with Sandy...that's where I met cinnamon cooper...petit...powerful...cinnamon cooper...if it's in stock we've got it! I also met Clair...and Dave and Dave and Dave and Ben and Tom and Brian...and Sarah Parmalee...Pia and Kathy Gluntz...Keri let me share her apartment on high st...before that I had been staying with my dad's parents...life was good, but I missed Steve...

clutch...clutch...clutches
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199(3?)(4?)
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cher Etiene...i've gone to France to study sign language...no...not really.
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tiny figures
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1993...too small
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media is the message
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artist's statement part 1
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media: charcol...reclining figure
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1992...tired of being in school
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1992-Dan Sutherland's drawing class
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1992
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1992-1993
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199(2?)(3?)
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1993...newly graduated...waitress...child care worker...landlord...
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1993: stars, allisons, brief-reactive psychosis

january...Austin, TX...still waiting tables at Stars Inn Cafe...living with roomates at 4016 Vineland...riding my bike...with steve...going out to see live music...to Sarah's...Sarah's friend Amy(sp?) was back from Prague...she had a house not far from Vineland...Red River maybe, but north of Airport. I remember being there...walking over ther and being there the night I couldn't sleep and was locked out of the house. Sarah always said Aimee(sp?) had the best bathroom reading material...I never under stood the need for bathroom reading...she did have some wierd interesting stuff in there...magazines from prague with pictures of parties whare everyone is punked out in Leather and Body piercings...lesbian porn...I was facinated by and slightly afraid of Aimee(sp?). Her nickname was Amazon...She was pretty tall...pretty big...maybe over six feet tall...very outspoken...very funny...At my yard sale in the fall she bought the sofa I was selling for $50...later she moved to NYC never to be heard from again.